I love this butt shot. Even tho it's kinda dark, I can see development here. I remember my butt being flat and fat. In this pic I look like I have a tighten-ing ass with shape, actual shape! My butt's rising like popin' fresh biscuits. Okay so I got a little ahead of myself, but there is progress. I spent the last two months whining about nothing happening and now I'm posting shots of me exclaiming how much better I look while staring at the pics wondering if it's just camera angles or the dark colors I'm wearing that makes me look successful.I am so disconnected from my body. This makes it hard to pinpoint what I really look like. Even the images in the mirror are distorted for me. I am used to seeing layers of flab, and even though the shape is the same, the size has gotten smaller. It's kinda like an optical illusion. Only I can see it, or not see it as the case may be.
